I do not like the person I have become, and it is time to do some soul searching. I have been hurting too many people and if I don't do anything, I will end up losing the plot.(I may already have lost the plot)
Going home is not the answer, I want to get away for a while, find out what life means. I need to do something rewarding, I'm sick of all the materialistic bullshit and the nature of the industry I work in. I want to go somewhere where my presence is no longer about helping a private company grow but where I see my job improving people's lives. It's time to make changes, it's time to face reality.
I am going to find a volunteer position and get my life sorted.
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safriz
- http://www.conspiror.blog.co.uk
- 2006-06-18 @ 19:12:22
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Kizlode
- 2006-07-07 @ 11:03:22
I understand what you mean about getting away for a while, but just watch out that where ever you go doesn't just become another hiding place from reality.
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Hi,
It's good to anlyse yourself,instead of always having an opinnion about yourself.I al so have a friend who always herts me,and never realises that.
Try to visit my blog sometime.Maybe helpful for you.