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  • Paris.........

    Puupy Dog(PD),a student of mine from Edinburgh, invited me to come and stay with him and his friend in Paris. At first, I wasn't sure whether to accept the invitation but after much discussion about my past experiences of visiting students and reassurance from PD, I decided to take the risk and go. Besides, it soundsd much better than being alone and miserable in dreary Glasgow.

    I arrived in Paris with much trepidation. I was thinking that my stay was too long and I would end up having an awful time. I began to feel really stressed and panicked. Luckily, I was mistaken.

    After dropping off our bags at Zen man's flat, we went and had dinner at a wee restaurant and had a few drinks at the bar. By the time we got back to the flat, the long day(I had left Glasgow at 330am) had taken its toll and after a few more drinks I was out in a flash.

    Although I have visted Paris many times, I have never done all the trashy touristy things like walk up the Eiffel Tower, go on the Bateau Mouche along the Seine, hop on the red bus taking endless photos of the Parisian landscape. So before I left, I had a list of things I wanted to do and see in Paris and I figured the most logical place to start would be by going to the Eiffel tower first.

    On my way, I found myself hypnotised by Paris and ended up wondering around for hours instead. By the time I finally reached my destination , it was time for me to go and meet A, a friend from Sydney who happened to be in Paris at the same time. I am just such a crap tourist!

    Met up with A and we were taken on a walking tour by a friend of his. Once again, Paris overwhelmed me and I was beginning to relax. My time with A was short but sweet. It's always good to catch up with friends even if it's only for a couple of hours.

    That evening another friend of PD, Curly Wurly,joined us at the flat. Puppy Dog cooked for us and we sat around drinking wine and talking about this and that. This was also when I realised how rusty my French was! It was so frustrating to realise how much I had forgotten and how difficult it was to express myself. I could also hear that my accent had slipped quite considerably.(note to self:practise french!)

    It was my second last day in France and we were going to stay with Puppy's friends in the countryside about an hour away from Paris. We all hopped on a train and went along and once again, I was welcomed with open arms and felt comfortable. So much so I decided to change my ticket and stay longer.(Unheard of!, I'm always itching to get back!)

    The next night, all his friends came over for dinner and after consuming copious amounts of cheese and wine, I became more confident with my French and stayed up all night chatting away in Franglish.

    If there's anyone out there who still believes in the streotype, "the Fros are arrogant", I can assure you, they're one of the most friendly bunch I have ever met in my life. They welcomed a stranger (i.e.me) into their homes and made me feel so comfortable I felt like I had known them my whole life. New friends were made and I feel confident that I would remain friends with them, especially the three musketeers, Puppy Dog, Zen Man and Curly Wurly.

    We came back to Paris on Saturday and I spent the weekend chilling out with Curly. When it was time for me to leave, I didn't want to leave.(Besides, I hadn't actually done anything on the list!!!!) But all good things must come to an end and with much regret I left Paris once more, promising myself I'd return very soon with my list.

    I thank them all from the bottome of my heart for an unforgettable week. I was actually happy for the first time in a while and it has made me want to get my act together and try to get a job over there.

    A bientot Paris!

  • Confusion

    I am confused about everything in my life.

    How does one find answers?

    I've spent the whole day around people yet I feel isolated and lonely. what else must I do?

    I want some answers damn it. I'm sick and tired of being lost...... where is my life going? What have I got to live for?
    MY mother blames me fpor my fahter's affair, I am with a man who doesn't love me, I don't have a promising future. I feel like a complete failure and I wish I could dig a hole and hide for the rest of my life.

    Bloody hell, my depression is back.

  • A wish....

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    I want my hair to be that colour!!!!!

  • NYE 2006

    NYE was a complete non-event.

    I woke up to an absolutely miserable day, with winds up to 70m/h!  And trust me, I'm not exaggerating.Celelbrations in Glasgow, Edinburgh were cancelled and the best option was to stay inside.

    I ended up  welcoming the new year with Audrey Hepburn and Gregory Peck. To my surprise, spending NYE alone watching two dead people on Iggy the laptop, with a bottle of red and an endless supply of fags hanging off my mouth, wasn't too bad. It was very tranquille and gave me an opportunity to contemplate life!(It really wasn't as depressing as I may have made it sound! I promise!!!)

    I woke up the next day feeling fine, not even hungover. I don't remember the last time I woke up on Ney Year's Day feeling so dandy and in fact, I don't remember the lat time I had a decent amount of sleep on NYE.

    Although I did enjoy my solitude, I probably wouldn't want to do it again.

    I'm not sure what to expect of 2007, I think it will be another year filled with uncertainty but hopefully, I'll find some answers......

    xxoo

  • Christmas 2006

    DK was leaving for Sydney on Christmas day, so we went down to London together on Christmas eve. In hindisght, it was pointless because my flight back to Glasgow was before his flight and I was only there for nine hours.(Ahh things we do for our partners)
    We got in to London early evening, looked around forgetting that eating after 8 in the UK is nearly impossible. We did manage to find a Thai restaurant in the end and went to the pub and I got up at three to leave for my good friend, Stansted Airport.(How I'll miss Stansted when I levae the UK!)

    Back at Glasgow, the weather was like the year before, foggy,cold, homicidal. I  was picked up by  Dr.J and her husband  with whom I was to spend Christmas. Dr.J is one of my private students from Poland and who has also been a wonderful friend to me.

    Once at hers, we had a Polish breakfast consisting of pickeled herrings,ham and more pickled herrings. Not the best for someone who just got off the plane with only three hours of sleep.....

    I don't mind spending Christmas with friends, in fact, I don't remember the last time I spent it with my family but it was awkward to be there. I still haven't figured out her husband  and I am never quite too sure how to communicate with him. And even though we are friends, because of our different circumstances, it is hard to have a continuous conversation for hours and hours.

    A few hours later, lunch followed sans alcohol and Christmas without a stiff drink is not so easy.
    Afterwards, we watched "collision", an ok film but not the cheeriest in the world. I was sitting there wondering how long I'd have to stay there before it was polite for me to leave, when I was told that there were other guest coming and that I should stay to see the baby.(AHHHH!)

    I finally left around 7, came home, got my dose of Zach Braff for the night and drank some wine and went to bed.

    Excitement plus!

  • Comme D'habitude(As usual)

    While I was in France, I was told that the ubiquitous "My Way" was originally a French song by a chap called Claude Francois.
    This led me to do some research and I found the original lyrics and blimey, it's a tres sad song......
    And since I am feeling rather sad for myself, here are the original words with a rough/dodgy/literal translation just in case you want to read it youself.(you may have noticed from my other entries that I write badly and hence has affected this translation as well) (http://www.lexilogos.com/claude_francois_my_way.htm)___##0##___If any of you out there can help me with my questionable phrases marked (?), that'd be tops too.

    Comme d'habitude/As usual

    Je me lève/I get up
    Et je te bouscule/I wake you
    Tu n'te réveilles pas/but you don'y get up
    Comme d'habitude/as usual

    Sur toi/
    Je remonte le drap/I pull the covers over you
    J'ai peur que tu aies froid/I'm worried you are cold
    Comme d'habitude/as usual

    Ma main/my hand
    Caresse tes cheveux/caresses your hair
    Presque malgré moi/(?)
    Comme d'habitude/as usual

    Mais toi/but you
    Tu me tournes le dos/you turn your back to me
    Comme d'habitude/as usual

    Alors/so
    Je m'habille très vite/I get dreesed quickly
    Je sors de la chambre/I leave the room
    Comme d'habitude/as usual

    Tout seul/all alone
    Je bois mon café/I drink my coffee
    Je suis en retard/I'm running late
    Comme d'habitude/As usual

    Sans bruit/Silently
    Je quitte la maison/I leave the house
    Tout est gris dehors/It's grey outside
    Comme d'habitude/As usual

    J'ai froid/I'm cold
    Je relève mon col/I raise my collar
    Comme d'habitude/AS usual

    Comme d'habitude/As usual
    Toute la journée/all day
    Je vais jouer/I will pretend
    A faire semblant/to be together(?)
    Comme d'habitude/As usual
    Je vais sourire/I'll smile
    Comme d'habitude/As usual
    Je vais même rire/I will even laugh
    Comme d'habitude/As usual
    Enfin je vais vivre/In short, I will live
    Comme d'habitude

    Et puis/and then
    Le jour s'en ira/the day will pass
    Moi je reviendrai/Me, I'll come back
    Comme d'habitude

    Toi/You
    Tu seras sortie/you will be out
    Pas encore rentrée/not back yet
    Comme d'habitude

    Tout seul/all alone
    J'irai me coucher/I'll go to sleep
    Dans ce grand lit froid/in the big cold bed
    Comme d'habitude

    Mes larmes/my tears
    Je les cacherai/I will hide them
    Comme d'habitude

    Mais comme d'habitude/But as usual
    Même la nuit/even at night
    Je vais jouer/I will pretend
    A faire semblant/to be together
    Comme d'habitude
    Tu rentreras/you will return
    Comme d'habitude
    Je t'attendrai/I will wait for you
    Comme d'habitude
    Tu me souriras/you will smile at me
    Comme d'habitude

    Comme d'habitude
    Tu te déshabilleras/you will get undressed
    Oui comme d'habitude/yes, as usual
    Tu te coucheras/you will sleep
    Oui comme d'habitude
    On s'embrassera/we will kiss
    Comme d'habitude

    Comme d'habitude
    On fera semblant/we'll pretend to be together(?)
    Comme d'habitude
    On fera l'amour/we'll make love
    Oui comme d'habitude
    On fera semblant/we'll pretend to be together(?)
    Comme d'habitude

  • A final warning.

    When I was in Sydney in December for my whirlwind holiday, a few people mentioned that I have picked up a pommie accent. I know that this isn't offensive in any way whatsoever, but I do find it annoying, mainly because I don't think it's a topic of conversation or even small talk (like my glasses or my hair colour) and partly because I seriously don't believe I have an English accent.

    So imagine my horror today when I received an email from an old friend of mine who was writing to thank me for calling her yesterday. (I haven't spoken to her in over two years and I had left her a very short message to say hi.) She innocently wrote , "It was  very funny to hear your "British English accent" !!!! hahaha, you've become English yeah? "

     AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    My dear friends, please stop telling me that I have magically acquired an English accent.No one in the UK seems to think so and I've had it with people telling me this useless piece of inaccurate information.

    The next time I hear this, I may have to kill someone.

    You have been warned.

    p.s. yes I know that I'm making a big deal out of nothing and I am being overly sensitive for no reason but you know how it is...........

  • New Year's Resolutions

    Bloody hell, I haven't written in this for over six months! Being lazy gets me no where.
    Well, I thought I might start my first entry by writing down a list of things I'd like to achieve this year, though knowing me, it'll never stick. I don't actually believe in resolutions but you know I like to be clichee. Can't help myself......

    THINGS TO DO IN 2007
    -blog more often and keep it updated
    -drink less
    -be more enthusiastic about work and be a good teacher(whatever that means)
    -enjoy life more
    -go on a summer holiday!!!!!!

    Not much really.....

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